Wednesday, 31 December 2014

Happy New Year

A new year has passed and I realize that I had a lot of objectives unfulfilled for the last year , and I wonder if reminiscing about them will bring any positive change . Learning from my mistakes is the best thing I can do for the moment . Honestly , even how much I tried to be positive , I was succumbed to the emotional states of people I was surrounded with , failing to seek the light in the darkest moments of time , I made reckless decisions that finally the one affected was not only me , but many other people I am very close to .

Happy New Year 


I want to speak about my new perception of life as a freethinker and I want to make it as short as possible as I want to elude any possible points of degrading my former religion . I am not an atheist as I believe in the existence of God but I also wonder on some observations that connect to the absence of God , therefore I take a stand as a deist believing in the existence of a supernatural power who does not intervene in fates of all creatures but rather allowing the natural world to run according to the laws of nature . Deism comes from the word "deus" , the Latin word for "God" , while atheism and theism are loaned  from Greek words of "atheos" and "theos" meaning "without God" and "God" respectively . This way I can lead my life without guilts and regrets and keep focusing in what I have always endeavoured .

Everyday I want to smile and give my full good feeling to the earth for the beautiful life still granted to me . I'll thank to God for everything that still stays by my side which without them , the flow of life will be quite complicated . This will generate the positive attitude inside me that will continuously go on till the rest of the day . For every emotional impulse , I will resist and give my whole lot to stick to optimism .

We can never change the way people behave , but we can always improve the way we respond to them . I will always remember this phrase that I've heard so much often . It is not as easy as that as it can be quite laborious depending on how grumpy we have been , I did not have it easy , but I dared to say , day by day I have improved a lot . This has to do with giving positive causes for what they do which require a degree of empathy there . Sometimes , reasoning and logics do come out of mind but emotional response is a bit tricky to hold from being expressed . We have to accept the fact that it has long been embedded in our subconscious mind that a particular event will trigger a particular emotional response . Time and effort are the only answers to reprogramme this neuronic pattern . Nevertheless , it is not about the result right but the process that we are going through towards any achievement .

I want to focus more on what I do and stick to it until I see the result . Having many more things to be done in this new month seem to whisper that I have to put more efforts and exert further discipline . It might be hard in maintaining the feeling of positive later , therefore more works are needed to improve my perception on my future circumstances . I'm not gonna describe them as it is more like telling that they will happen eventually though I think I'm quite confirmed that my improvisatory strategy will counteract them effectively . How confident !

Sorry for lacking posts last year and inadequate educational content in them , I'm still getting myself used with English as my native tongue is Malay thus it takes time for me to write because I've been spending a lot of time recently reading written English materials in improving my vocabulary so that reader will not be tired having read the same words again and again giving the feel that my opinions seem pointless haha ! For future post I would to review the book by John Medina published in 2008, Brain Rules : 12 Principles For Surviving And Thriving At Work , Home And School . Love that book , I bought it at Kinokuniya early of the last month around 3rd or 4th of December , or let's say here , last year hahah . Surely many people have read the book . 

No comments: